iT’S been a real hectic week at work and i found myself giving in to despair and miserable-ness( if there’s such a word).
Maybe its the work, maybe its me(REALLY).
bUT the Lord has given me good colleagues, good Assoc Dean, who shows me so much leniency.
Colleagues are always ready to render me help, whether its rushing aginst time in the printing and editing of posters, aligning dinner nameplates(i really did that to the point of miserable-ness(and then it wasn’t so hard afterall)), last-minutes meeting nameplates prep(they were all busy but all helped me!), lending me the comp(when mine hung), helping me collect stuff(when I’m off to collect sth else), encouraging me with just a smile and helping me know all my trials/suprise situations are a learning experience, not putting any blame on me in any way, helping me find stuff after office hours, and even a colleague waiting for me when i had to attend a meeting which ended past the working time! (Mandy waited 2 hours past the off-work time!)
SO touched.
Have I been giving myself selflessly just like how others have been for me?
FOOD FOR MY THOUGHT.
fEELING like i didn’t know how to continue, appraisal’s coming, deadlines to meet. How was I going to make everything become better??
qUESTIONS qns qns.
wORRY filled me even as i told the Lord everything I was going thru.
bUT the LORD is GOOD.
He made me feel better the very next day, put my things back on track.
Given me a path and plan I can work on.
aND FAMILY.
So supportive. Daddy/mummy always waking up in the early hours when Im up, making breakfast, driving down to Kovan as I took the bus(as bus would be faster cos driving needs a long time to u-turn to go to kovan) to make sure i caught my bus, asking me if I had worked late that day and fetching me home alll the way from NTU!
tHE most important, He filled me with His peace,
and let my heart be strengthened by His grace.
oNLY the Lord my God is able to do that.
aLSO, office politice is something that i DO NOT want to get myself into.
NEED GOD’S WISDOM.
i AM BLESSED,
because the Lord blessed me,
with this job and everything in it. :)
iT’S the weekend,
have rangers,
have work to do by Monday,
have my own things at home that I’ve neglected for far too long,
have people I wannna meet and spend time with,
and i know a GOOD WEEK ahead. :)
